"Please don't let the magazine article spoil our evening," Charliewhispered in Robin's ear and he nodded curtly and pulled out her chairso she could s...t and eased it under her when she sat.Ruffe did the same for Glenda. There were four other couples at thetable: two from Essex Police, a local politician and his wife and alocal businessman and his wife. Ruffe being naturally gregariousencouraged everyone to introduce themselves as the waitstaff fussedaround pouring wine and taking orders."Hey. "She began to cry and I felt about as bad as I had for a long time. How could I make her understand without her my life wasn't worth living? How could I make her see that I'd be useless without her in my life? I would be. Totally useless. I'd have no reason at all to go on. I would have day after day of numbness and loneliness."Becky, I can't go on without you. You have been my life for so long I can't possibly go on without you. Can't you see that? You're leaving me and I'll be alone for the. Aur woh buri tarah sarma gaya….Maine bhi socha ki main kya kya bakti rahti hoon. Uss din ke bad se who bahut badal gaya…Mujhe aaksar laagta ki woh mujhe ghur raha hai Kitchen main kam karte waqt bhi woh wahan aa jata or baatain karne lagta..Aek din maine dekha ki who mere sttanno ko ghur raha hai maine usse pucha ki kya dekh rahe ho toh sharma kar bahar chala gaya..Us din uske chacha ji bahar jaane wale the or unhone Raju ko mere paas hi rukne ki hidayat di thi..Raat ko khana kha ke hum soone. I glanced in my rear view mirror and saw a man getting out of the car and walk over to mine.then the door opened,a head poked in and said ian?yes i replyed,with this he got in the car and shut the door.he was a smart man with a haggard face ,glasse,clean shaven,slim build with a bit of a belly.he looked at me and in his deep voice said i dont know about you but ive been looking forward to this,me to i replyed.before i could say anything else he leant over and kissed me ,his tongue was flicking.