I ate right and got plenty of exercise, took it easy on the booze and I've never smoked. It's a real kick in the pants when something like this happen... after a lifetime of doing the things that are supposed to keep it from happening. I'm not too proud to tell you, I'm scared. My body has started doing things on its own that it never did before. I used to be able to fall asleep as soon as my head hit the pillow. Last night's the first good night's sleep I've had in weeks. My food's off. Stuff. I had a great deal of time to reflect on the lastanguished parting scenes between us. At the time they were deeplypoignant, but as the colour drained from my world they became simply theevents of a former life. My former life had hopes and dreams, my formerlife had a rich and sumptuous taste, my former life was full of wondrousnew discoveries and possibilities every day, but my former life waslost, it was former. My present life was no life at all it was merely anexistence. I had defined myself. .. they were sure to do the opposite. Things were as mentioned for a week ... until... “SVFlint SVFlint SVFlint!” on channel 16.“SVFlint.” I spoke into the microphone.“SVFlint. Switch to secure as specified in your instructions.”Unlocking the safe next to the NAV station, I checked the the rather large ... well ... thick ... set of instructions, found COMMUNICATIONS, checked the date and followed the directions. “SVFlint.” I said.“Mel?”“Yes.”“You did it.”“Did what?”“Followed instructions.”“Who. I fought the urge to thrust. "I have to have you!" she whispered in my ear, we both moaned as the head slid in deeper, the rest to follow tantalizingly slowly, her breathing becoming more sharp as the last couple inches slid home. She held me tightly as I grinded into her, getting as deep as possible as she continued kissing me. I finally freed my arms, taking advantage of her excitement, and slapped both hands hard on her ass, holding her forcefully down with me as deep as I could be, feeling.