She took me by the hand and led me to the cockpit door. She knocked twice and opened the door. Inside the cockpit, I could see Evelin on her knees in ...ront of the pilot sucking him off. The fourth stewardess, whose name I did not know at the time, but found out was called Amanda, was also on her knees sucking off the co-pilot.They all looked up at me and smiled my way. Amanda stood up and undressed, as the co-pilot jerked off. Evelin and the pilot seemed to like the idea and started to undress. I lived there.In the end I got up, put my pants and shirt back on, and went looking for the women.I found them sitting on the side of Jill's bed, holding hands, talking softly. When I stuck my head in, I got two different looks. From Lynne was a look of almost sorrow, or at least what I interpreted that way. Jill was ticked off at me. That much was plain."I'll talk to you later," Lynne said."Got it," I said. And then, for reasons I still can't explain to this day, I said "I love you both," and. Now, her beer finished and her last cigarette snuffed out, she yawned and abandoned herself to her thoughts. Bob was especially late tonight. Why shouldn't she play one of her favorite games? The game was to wonder what it would be like to fuck Jimmy.Actually she'd fantasized about fucking both her boys. Once she pretended she was wearing a sheer negligee and Bob was working late. The boys had walked into her room without knocking and when she turned to them she opened her negligee and revealed. Everyone else had their friends well established. I was the new guy and I had to play catch-up. So in an instant, I'd gone from the top of the social pecking order to the lowliest outcast freshman. Not even football could save me this time. I'd already missed the Fall Quarter and with it the football season. No matter, I would have just been a walk-on anyways.In retrospect, my emotional turmoil had a small silver lining. I barely even noticed how I went from hometown big man on campus to lowly.