Did I miss him? Of course I did, late at night, or early on a cold morning, or any time there was a thunderstorm. He had a special thing with lighteni...g strikes. I can still come from listening to thunder.I suppose you think all I think about is sex? No, I have to work, and I like other nice things too. Anyway, I got my life back together, bought a couple of new batteries, and tried to forget the bastard. Eventually, he faded in my mind to the point where I discovered Craig.He'd been around the. She is a musician, and I will never hear her play. This, alone, more than anything on my birthday, saddens me.I seldom have lamented the loss of my hearing, but today, I believe I will begin mourning it forever. As I looked upon the enraptured faces of the others at my party, I desired like nothing ever before, to hear what was making them love her.It must be the height of irony that I know, in an instant, that I love a musician.Deanara gasped as she read these words, then covered her mouth.. I barely sleep this evening and soon the warm sun shines into my eyes. It is now Saturday. By midnight, I will be dead. I did not eat last night and will only drink water today. I have some anti-nausea pills and will take my percs and ecstasy at around 5pm. I spent the day looking at videos of my wife and going over my plans. The day whirls past as if to spare me time to come to my senses. I fully admit that my mind is warped and the darkness of my wife’s death has blurred all manner of. She was a filipina and 23 year-old who is 5'4 feet(165 cm) eventhough she was single, had a k** who was at 6 years old, mylin had really sexy body ,pretty hard big boobs and nice nipples and really very beautiful. by the way I go on to my story... I met with her in 2011 we were really crush on each other, and were chatting almostly everyday and sometimes we were talking about sex topic. after 1 year I decided to visit her in a person so decided to go to the philippines. when I arrived.