Over the next few days, I decided what course of action I would take.The following week, my wife announced that she had a meeting the following night....She said it was to finalize the schedule for the next week and she would probably be late. All through the week I had been on edge, wanting to say something about the day in the park but I couldn’t. I felt betrayed and empty inside even when my wife wanted to make love. I couldn’t do it as I knew I would probably say something to her. My work. Secondly, and doubtless more typically, a sense of self-loathing, feeling dirty, soiled, used, and so on. I decided not to repeat the experience.I really couldn’t stop thinking about that first experience, and while I told myself I didn’t want to repeat it, I kept fantasizing about it. My ass was only slightly sore, but also sort of tingly. My body felt alight and alive.I liked feeling lusted for, and yet I was upset with myself for feeling that way.My desire was to experience sex as a woman,. Chachi ne mujhe aur tight karke bandh diya taki koi chance hi na rahe khulne ka . Aur phir mere muh se tape hataya aur boli ye sab kya hai. Mai bola chachi please mujhe maaf kardo . Age se aisa ni karuga please . Vo boli ab to batana padega sabko . Mai bola please chachi mat batana sabko .Jo bologi vo karuga chachi . Vo boli nahi mai to bataugi aur balki dikhaugi sabko tumari ye halat . Vo mujhe phir bahar le aai room se aur beech varandah mai chor diya bandhi hui halat mai .Aur boli ab jaise. He could feel it in his heart more than in his brain--or his groin. She really was a very special person who would take some special consideration on his part if he were going to be able to convince her to reciprocate and try a relationship with him.Kyle nodded to himself with a final resolve to talk seriously to Dee about their getting to know each other more deeply as the bass thump of 'Redneck Woman', a song made famous by country music star, Gretchen Wilson, began its opening beat, along.