He did know that he had to come to terms with how he felt about his wife. Did he still love her or did he hate her - or was it both?Sara was contempla...ive as she drove home. She knew that she would have to also make decisions, as did Jack, but what they would be eluded her. One thing she did know, Jim would have to go, at least for awhile. He had to be made to realize that adultery is not something that she was going to continue to tolerate.She realized that Jim had always been weak and had. What had made it much more delicious was that he was naked, pure naked. Steam hadn't colored the clear windows of the shower, so she was able to see every muscle of perfection on him. Everything from his cocoa-brown eyes, full lips, broad shoulders; he was like a plush crystal diamond. Through the mirror, he spotted her staring and deep within her, she exploded into little pieces of extreme want. He softly smirked and the dimple enhancing his fine beauty had shown. That’s when she lost it and. He said, "Black men always want their shot at fucking white women. Years ago, if a black man even looked the wrong way or stared for too long at a white woman, he was most likely to get his ass lynched or have his balls cut off. But now, black men can date and even be seen in public with white women, even in those areas of the Deep South where it was taboo before. Hell, a white woman is sort of like the forbidden fruit that a black man has just got to taste at least once in his life."Isaiah. Even that slight jolt caused her to grit her teeth. But it was only a few blocks from Mr. Young's house so she endured the pain in her ass. However, the agonizing ride home was nothing like the discomfort she experienced when coming face-to-face with Jimmy and Bobby as she entered her house."Mom, what happened to you? You look a mess," Bobby said as both boys turned to her.Jimmy's eyes showed sadness that Gail couldn't bear. He knows. Not what happened, but he knows I got raped again."I'm.