She was dressed up to go see her lover and that made the bad taste in my mouth worst. “I thought we could spend the day together,” I told her. “...orry,” Mary shrugged. “Alice has been bugging me all week to get together. There was nothing going on today, so I told her we could get together.” “Well, cancel and spend the day with me,” I said, putting on my most winning smiling. Mary kissed me. “I'll only be a few hours.” “In that motel room?” “Yeah,” Mary frowned. “What's wrong, Mark.” “Oh,. Sitting alone in his office Early let himself relax and take time to ponder the current events taking place in his life. Here was the highlight of his career to date and the euphoria of achieving a major goal he had set for himself. On the other side was his marriage teetering on the brink of utter destruction. He was faced with loosing Susan, the most important thing to ever be in his life. These two events were like fire and ice in his mind, lifting him up and then crashing down like a. ..I gaze at the tight fitting leggings and ass tight jeans. Just the thought of me wearing such whorish clothing makes my dick struggle against the inside of my pants.Finally making it to the shop I was looking for, I quickly scanned the area to see if anyone was in the shop.There were only 2 or 3 people shopping. I like to get in and out before anyone notices me and my slutty items.I try to wait until this no or a short line so that no one gets a good glance at my slutty wear.I had just picked. A Crazy Time In My Life!I guess I was about 38 and recently single, the usual story of wife ignorant of my real passion, the big secret that finally came out, and what a fool I must have been to have let her trick me into breaking my own rules of, "Never tell a soul"!However, I did and now the world had changed from what I was expecting, to a new beginning, forgetting the pain and hurt on both sides, it was over!That was 2 years ago now, and the first night on my own, was spent with me using.