Sebastian has a real interest in the evolution of earth, humans and why we think the way we do. He's a big thinker. And big in other places too. lol. ...or example, when it comes to us, our sexual preferences depending on who you ask are not considered part of the "norm." Heck, even writing this blog on this site would be considered out of the norm. With both of us being raised in religious homes, sex was neither spoken about or condoned in the religion, until after marriage. In his research,. I love the way a man, any man, takes control of me, uses me, makes me do those things he might never do, but knowing that I will. You see, I loved to have men dominate me. Oh not the usual S&M stuff, that’s for other guys. But to know that I am on my knees, naked, shaking and shivering in want, my need for a man on top of me, that’s what excites me. To know that I am what he wants right then, what he needs and that he will take me, use me and let me know that I am there for his pleasure. Hi, my. I was smart enough to realize that I had no place to go,and no way to support myself even if I did think of a place. There were somefleeting thoughts of ending the pain by killing myself, but I was raisedCatholic and, well, let's just say that wasn't an option.My mom came out to the porch and saw me hunched over, lost in thought. Shesat next to me and took me into her arms, and I melted into her, tearsstarting again at the thought that I was trapped in the wrong life, and therewas nothing I. Her legs had filled out and her abs still rippled underneath her tee-shirt from four years on the diving team. Her red hair was almost waist length and woven into a fishtail braid down the side of her head. Having a child had rounded her breasts out to a Diane Lane or Nicole Kidman kind of build. Her brown leather, almost knee-high work boots framed her legs between the hemmed blue denim shorts and the top of the boots. Luc tried not to stare; looking only at her eyes as he smiled.“I was on my.