I ached for him, every inch of my body begged for his touch. His wide calloused hands slid under my billowy white blouse and caressed the silken ski... below, his long awaited fingers trailing paths of goose pimples where they touched. The garment was forgotten and thrown to the floor, he cupped a trembling breast in his hand and looked me in the eye as if to portray the deepness of his love, and the relief to hold me again. He dipped down and caressed my breasts so softly and tenderly,. Eventually I stood up and faced the mirror. I was a mess, appearance wise and mentally – what had I done? I gulped down large mouthfuls of tap water trying to lose the taste of sperm but failing.That night I let on nothing to Julie but she sensed something was wrong with me and we had a quiet night. As I lay in bed, my wife fast asleep I could not escape the image of me delivering a blow job to the man who once lusted after her, the humiliation I felt, and also the feelings of pleasure and. .she came down aound midnight prolly twice a month or more for proly 8 month or so.... i was still a virgin and wanted/needed experience so we only did blow jobs and hand jobs and of course i banged her and eat the shit outta her delicious pussy a beautiful one too. this girl had a mad highschool crush on me so i got to use her and have fun... every night i tried new things(my finger and mouth)on her and when she would stroke or suck me id always try to push the boundies... welll one. I slowly eased up and I kept her arm behind her back and i repositioned us in a more traditional spanking position, she over my leg.I continued to spanked ass quite hard, I could feel her give up all resistance and I knew I was starting to break her. She was crying as I continually slapped her ass. Both cheeks were getting very red and I am sure they were getting very sore. She cried out what do I have to do to get you to stop. I told her that she had to agree to a few rules first. "like.