I am a pitcher for our Baseball team and it is very hard for me to explain to my teammates and of course my family about these fantasies about having ...ex with men.On Thursday night, that fantasy became a reality and it was wonderful, but I have some extra baggage with this situation. Tom is a family friend that I have been attracted to since I was sixteen years old and that night my body was so hot and bothered that I felt my dick piercing out of my pants. I tried everything possible to try to. The people in D.C. are going to be guarded by the FBI. That's going to make it a lot harder.We didn't realize it at the time, but other things were going to make it harder still.Before we went off to bed, Ken announced that Annie had accepted their proposal of marriage and would be joining his family. That pleased all of us. I ended up making love to every one of my wives before we finally went to sleep.Wednesday, December 19, 1979Missy, Jude, Sharon and I were snuggled together, drinking. ”“Huh?”“That means just having you in the same room sends her into a sexual heat. We’ve done neurological scans in the clinic; their pleasure centers light up like a Christmas tree,” Max said with a chuckle. “A command from you, and she’d probably orgasm right here.”The client took a deep breath. “Show me.”Max tossed him the control unit. “You’ve had our course in LoveDoll control. Press the O button.”The client did so. Amber (as she now was tagged) closed her eyes and tilted her head slightly. I choose to give Him the pleasure of controlling me, telling me what to wear. I want Him to track my every movement through my real life. This sexy, strong man wants to know where I am and what I am doing at all times. He adores me enough to want me happy, pushing me to set goals and better myself. Could I do this without Him? Maybe. But human interaction is the basis for all growth and development. He gives me so much in His taking. Never in my life have I been treasured and protected as this.