. I don’t think so. The drug doesn’t affect it. The schizophrenia is due to a chemical imbalance in my brain. The synesthesia is organic — a mis...wiring.”“Right — wire A connected to post B.”“Something like that. I know the drug is merely suppressing what’s underneath, waiting for an opportunity to surface. I still hear the voices but now they’re whispers and murmurs. I know they’re there but they don’t bother me. I take power naps, Carter.”“Power naps?”“I’ll sit in a chair and doze off for. I got up, looked at myself in the mirror, and decided I was not going to take his shit no more. Sam had hit me for the last time I thought as I picked up the phone and called home.Dad answered and I explained to him quietly between my sobbing just what had happened and just how long it all had been going on. I told him I did not know what to do and that I was hurting and so very afraid of what Sam might do next to me.“Princess get out of the house right now I am on my way over there.” Dad. Everything is fine in our life, sex is great, we did a lot of stuff fantasying and playing with toys but my biggest dream was to have a Hot Wife , who has sometimes sex with someone els, enjoys it and I get all the dirty details.She never was into this, so it was just my fantasy and I could release my self sometimes during sex, telling her about this.Everything changed a few weeks ago. :)My wife texted with an old friend of her, he invited her for coffee and of course i encouraged her to go out. She quickly accepted and the show starts. I watched as each guy took his turn trying to get her to be theirs tonight. It was so hot. Each danced bought her a drink. And each kissed her on the dance floor. After about 2 hours of this it was getting late. I wish I could be a fly on the wall. Just then she took out her phone. Her text read honey I know your fancy and I’m in s bar with 3black men. I watched as each took turns kissing my wife in a picture and sending it to me. Then mute provocative.