“No, no, it didn’t go well. He’s in a very bad place, Abbs. And, he’s not like any other man I’ve ever met. Whether because of his injuries ...r the divorce or whatever, he’s in a very bad place. Listening to reason is not something the man is into, not now, not for the foreseeable future,” he said.“So tell me,” she said. He shook his head and that in such a way as to make clear his frustration.“I found him at the veterans’ bar he hangs at. He was alone, and I have to think that he usually is. I. I make it to her neck and comb my fingers through her hair. She moans again and pushes her shaved pussy against my hardened cock.It's been so long since we've been like this. I want her to suck me, fuck me. But, I know not to rush this. Even with the herbal tea in play, I don't want to cause any undo emotional distress that could jeopardize her new awakening. I gather her hair in my hand and pull a little playing with her sensations. She moans and bites at my tongue. I slide my hand back down. I had to pain her to give her pleasure. I let it go all the way inside her. A little blood flowed onto my dick as i took her cherry and settled it deep inside her. I could see she felt a little uncomfortable. It wasn’t a lot of pain though.As i lay still, with my dick resting deep inside her and my balls resting on her ass, i felt complete. I did not feel a need to move. I was where i was always wanted to be.She told me that she loved me and then she asked me to fuck her. And so i did.I started. All of my clotheswere useless to me now, not to mention a good number of my otherbelongings. I told her I'd probably donate most of my clothes, sell whatI could, and figure things out from there.Cindy was a mess by the time we were done. I didn't look like anyone shecould recognize as her family anymore, and that obviously bothered usall, but it hit her the hardest. Everyone kept wanting to know how I wasadapting to being a woman now, but the truth was I hadn't really adaptedyet.I hadn't let.