Not because I don’t love them. I do. I just can’t stand to see them destroy their lives.’ Tears were running down my eyes as I backed up and dum...ed on him. He handed me a napkin and I patted my eyes dry. ‘You don’t have to worry anymore, Arna. I’m not going to let you go.’ He said and held my hand even tighter in both of his. All I could manage was a weak smile. ‘Thank you for understanding.’ I said. The next day Steven came by my house. Both of my parents were in bed, drunk. I heard a light. And not only is that bad news and off putting, but Ihad those strange thoughts in the locker room. Before all this happen Ionly thought about the Phillies and girls. Now my thoughts are morePhillies and what girls like. I have never felt anything for guysbefore. But ever since I put on my mom's clothes, new thoughts arecoming alive....and it scares me.Neil walked in the front door about 15 minutes later and found me lyingface down on the sofa."You ok dude?" Neil asked."What the fuck do you. "She wrote down on a piece of paper her phone number and address.She said, "I know you aren't planning to be here for long but if youthink you need companionship look me up."As he backed his bike up she waved goodbye to him and he waved goodbyeback. Once he got the bike going the direction he wanted to go he kickstarted it and the Shovelhead engine roared to life. He reached for theshifter and put it in gear and he got on the road to the direction ofthe farm and he rode for a mile and turned on. .Mujhe paseena anelaga toh maine use pucha ac lagadu wo bola ha..Orr light dim kardo..Maine wahi kiya door band hua light dim hui ac on hua…Or fir usne karwat badal li or mujhr hug karke so rahi thi..Uski garam saansei meri gardan par mehsus hote hi meri denim meh hulchal hone lagi..Wo mere orr kareb ayi or mujhe boli ki tumhara deo kafi accha hai…Meri halat kharab hue jaa raha thi maine jawab m sirf apni gardan ko ha mein hilaya orr hmm kiya..Iske baad jo kuch hua wo unbelievable tha..Maine b.