The very idea was so disgusting and degrading to me that even in my fantasies about rape and slavery, being sodomised hadn't figured into anything.It ...as something I should have expected from a crude, lowlife like Al. His friends, of course, were no better. The finger woke me up a bit as I felt it thrust into my little hole. I grunted in pain, trying to twist my head around to look."N... no... NOooooo!" I groaned, struggling against the leather bonds."Shut up, slut, or I'll gag you again." Were. May apnay aik kam k silsilay may bahir tha. Rastay may bohat tez barish shuro ho gai. May nay socha k risk laynay say behtar hay k may gari kahi side may rok loo aor barish ruknay ka intizar karoo.Abi mjay 5 minutes he hua thay k mayray cell phone baj nay laga daykha to mayri bari Sali ka phone tha. Who samji k barish ki wajah say may ghar pay hoo aor who mayri wife say bat karna chahti the. May nay unko bataya k may to bahir hoo aor baridh may phasa hua hoo. To unhonay muj say poocha k tm kaha. Dirty.He cried out and pulled me closer. He forced his lips to mine.I didn't resist. I couldn't fight him. But I didn't return his kiss."You aren't dirty," he sobbed. "You're a victim. You're a victim because I'm an ignorant asshole. This is my fault. I fucked up in Vermont. I had trouble dealing with things. Unfortunately I didn't realize what was important to me until you left. I won't let you go again."I smiled at him. I really do love him."Yes you will," I said calmly, reasonably. "It's. That was an experience in itself, I won’t gross you out by describing it.”“So, what’s the prognosis? Can they cure it?”“No, there’s no known cure, and it’s one of those diseases, that will progressively get worse. The double vision has gone, but over the coming years other symptoms will crop up, maybe difficulty walking, muscle weakness, coordination problems. Things might come up, and then go away, and return after a while. All I can do is learn to live with the effects of the disease;.