Yes I had a girlfriend and felt comfortable having a feel but the fear of getting her pregnant and the embarrassment of buying condoms made me not go ...or sex. And thus my fears kept me a virgin until age 25. I belonged to a drama group and was asked to go to an extra rehearsal by the producer of a play but, suddenly one od the ladies who was older but attractive said let's find some space and we drove of into the country. I should point out she was married and had a son of 13. Well I lost my. "And you love to suck cock?" Yes." Then why the hell are you way over there when Fred has a cock that's just dying to be sucked by a slut?"Gail gave Mr. Young a look that could kill, but it only lasted a fleeting moment. She had too much to lose by upsetting him, and knew she'd end up doing it anyway with a few more bruises. She walked over to Fred and forced a weak smile, and then dropped to her knees in front of him. He stared down at her in disbelief as she opened his pants and pulled them. JonnyB and Rico observed this all from across the road, they watched the women carry one small bag each inside, which to the men meant they were only staying the night.They looked at each other and JonnyB said "hard and fast?" Rico replied, "No, long and slow." JonnyB nodded his head and the men punched fists and sat back and waited. Streetlights were coming on and the town was winding down for the day. The women came out of the motel and walked to a nearby restaurant. The men got a good look. She told me that everyone always said that but no one ever really did it.When I got home, I heard your mother talking on the phone. She was telling someone that she'd see them the next day. "I'll drop by while he's at work," she said. "He'll never know so it won't be an issue."For some reason, that just stood out to me. It's funny, but when you've lived with someone and loved them for a very long time, you can just sense things. Your mom and I had been together for twenty five years. So I knew.