" Tears clouded my eyes as I thought back to that dreadful day. "My father needed me and I wasn't there for him. I've never seen her headstone, brough... her flowers," my voice retreated to a whisper, "or said goodbye."My dearest Carolyn ... fear and regret eat away at one's soul. You must right this wrong." I can't. Don't you understand? I can't go back in time."You can visit your mother now. Take me to her grave. ~ooOoo~I drove to the cemetery and parked. Percy and I hadn't talked on the drive.. After we reached home, we both were hugging tightly. She started to be a wild cat and gave more kisses and almost bit my lips. I also responded her well and we slowly started to remove our dress. I was mad after seeing her hanging boobs.I started to press hard and she started to moan. I was circling her boobs and she teased me to suck the nipples. I was encircling her boobs. Went and planted kiss all over her body.And started smooching with my lips. She was circling her body like a snake by. I recorded it as ‘No entry.’ I slept deeply, sadly. -Nic DIARY ENTRY: SUNDAY (10-1.30). DAY 8. No entry. DIARY ENTRY: SATURDAY. DAY 7. You would not believe me if I told you. Holy god I don’t think you would ever believe this. There must be an angel flying over me. An ANGEL. And oh my Lord that angel has been good to me. This is the best day. Not of my life, but of life. It has to be. This has to be what it’s all about. Incredible. I wrote down afterwards everything I was feeling – that. But no matter how many times I came I still didn't feel satisfied.With all of these thoughts of cocks, and cum, cross dressers, and glory holes, it's been hard to concentrate on things. I look at men differently, every public bathroom draws my attention. My mind is increasingly consumed by these things. I decided I need a release, to seek out what I desire.Today I took the day off from work and slept in. I woke up massaging a raging hard-on that needed some attention, so I logged in and.