" Damn, I was going to have to be careful about what I thought and learn some control.After taking the time to look at herself in the mirror, her face...showing the disbelief at what she was seeing, Arleen let me guide her into the living room.About thirty minutes later, Arleen looked like she might faint again after hearing that I had been thinking about her as a young girl while driving home. I found out later that her face was red with embarrassment from realizing what I must have been. I got to spend time holding little babies and playing with the boys.All of us girls spent a lot more time in the gym; there was no way I could hold my own against the Mossad ladies in my present condition. It was going to take awhile to get back to where I was.I spent hours on the shooting range; getting shot at will make you want to be perfect with your return shots.The gun club had several new assault rifles and handguns they wanted me to look at and try out on the range; newer, faster. After going back and forth a while, it was clear that nothing was going to be settled. I told Donna that I needed time to think, to decide if we were through, or if we could work things out, and she needed to give me time. She agreed to go and visit her sister for a few days, leaving me at home to contemplate my future.It's a good thing the kids weren't home, I don't think they like to see their old man get drunk, but that's just what I did, for the first time in a long time. I sat there. For some time now..." Lou kissed her neck as Lisa distractedly said, "...thing is...although I'm engaged to be married to Cedric...I like girls too..." Lou' looked at me and raised her eyebrows, "...go on, Lisa"? She said to her friend. Lisa, enjoying the sensation of Lou' and I fingering her and pawing at her body, breathlessly continued, "...it's just that...whenever I've visited you, Louise...I had always hoped that you would...touch me or something...maybe even..." Lisa moaned as Lou slid.