Is it everything I’ve seen that causes me to feel this way? Am I in some obscure way trying to punish my wife for her adultery?Perhaps, but then is ...hat not hypocritical given my own behaviour in the past, my secret threesome in Toronto and the times I’ve showed my wife’s videos to colleagues?And why punish her when those adulterous videos cause me such arousal? When the Catherine I see on screen hardly seems the same as Catherine, my wife? Why punish her when by recording a video to be. When I balked at the suggestion the week before, the fight between my sisters and mother and me prompted Brodie into refereeing between all of us. In the end I relented when Brodie pointed out that the fight was over nothing and as he stated, "Was this the hill I wanted to die on," meaning was this fight right now really necessary. Of course I did not tell him or anyone else besides Steve why I wanted stay away from people.So with a second family fight in less than three weeks I made my usual. Lauren immediately called all of us together. I wasn't used to this. She even asked Elaine, Angela, and Mary to join us as she replayed portions of the tape. Most of what she had to say was directed to the cameramen and sound tech. There was a sloppy cut that the mixer got called on. I was surprised when she pointed out a couple things I was doing that were also problems and at one point played back a portion where there was noise from the prep kitchen. She asked us each to work on our parts so. . What was that? The sound of grunting, of rhythmic moaning. He moved to the side fence, an aged wooden paling affair, and carefully peered over it. There, lying on a patch of grass in among the bushes of his neighbour's block was the woman's twenty something daughter, Raylene. He had always thought her a lumpish, clumsy, half-grown girl, but now he was struck by what a ripe, woman's body she had.She was quite naked, and was lying on her back, gently fondling one of her big conical breasts with.