:P ...n i would also get to see her on the occasions such as pujas ... the added bonus to the festival of joy n lights :D it had been a year n the aus...icious book fair had come again .. n which meant i would get to see her ... she was used to my presence now.. i used look at her .. she used to look at me .. i used to smile .. she used to smile... but darn it i never had the courage to go up to her and talk .... so many times my friends bros tried to.. persuade, motivate n what not me to to. She knelt behind a tray covered in black silk upon which some intriguing shapes rested; her knees spread brazenly wide exposing her bright nether hair and lower lips (Which it seemed were already beaded with some excitement). I knew that all the other men and no doubt some few women 'mongst our lost number would be drinking in the sight of her. She though was not what I was looking at. She had outdone herself; for next to her stood an artist's easel with a hand written card which read;. I'd never before seen a real live penis and testicles, and it was an education. I wondered what it felt like - not to touch, but to have one of those things so inconveniently dangling between one's legs. Was it a nuisance? I thought? Could one ever forget it was there? Dave certainly seemed to take no notice of it whatsoever. By the time the tent was erected, I had given up all pretence of helping and was squatting on my heels clapping my admiration of Dave's competence. He turned to say ask me. And I need you to show me how to handle the guns in our house and I need to get the paperwork started for my permit.”“In the meantime,” he told me, “you need to carry a weapon like a knife or something. Any weapon’s better than no weapon. Keeps you from having to yank a guy’s balls off.”We made love that night. I hung onto Barry like it was an act of desperation, of wanting, of needing, and when we finished that act itself, I couldn’t let him go.“I think I understand all this, little one,” he.