Riding in the carriage back to the mansion, Jesse once more had time to speculate. Have I done the right thing? I love her, but she is so very young! ...ill she be able to stand the rigors of the frontier? She is so used to the soft life of the big city and privilege, I really wonder if she can do this even though she claims to have an outdoor, rigorous side, a side that she has put behind her for some time.Jesse arrived "home" soon thereafter and mounted the steps to the door. Marie came to meet. " She needn't be, she looks lovely, a natural blonde too!" was Imogen'sparting shot. As she headed downstairs to put the kettle on.I looked wide-eyed at Aunt Penny. "She thinks I am a girl," I said inhushed tones.Penny nodded. "Hardly surprising really is it, pretty dress andponytail, she would hardly suspect you were a man." But she is giving me a lift home, I can hardly just pop backdownstairs in my clothes, it would be so embarrassing if she knew I amnot a girl can't you take me home. Even worse, she hated herself. For despite the keenness of the loss, her body would not cease tormenting her. The Stirring continued on, as undeniable and impossible to ignore as ever. She’d resisted for awhile, but it wasn’t to last. She gave up fighting her nature some months ago. Her proclivity for seeking out different men to sate her needs was less than secret now and though she had come to terms with it and accepted it, neither was she entirely proud of it. With a deep breath, Silmaria. I don't know how it happened. Perhaps it was the wine, or maybe the companionship or maybe just because.We were reading the draft of Lexi's latest story and talking about it as we read. Kim just couldn't understand how a woman could get excited when she was dominated by everyone. How could pain lead to orgasm? I guess most people only think in familiar terms, and don't understand the clockwork of others.Somehow Lexi and Kim got to talking about bondage and what it might be like to have someone.