She just cried. I pulled her away and looked her in the eyes."It's okay, It will be okay. I know I'm not your mom, but I'm here for you now." I don't ...now if it was just her sorrow or what, but Lexi leaned in and pressed her salty lips against mine passiontely intertiwnging them with my lips. I should have stoped her right then and there, But I didnt. I let her. she pulled away and brushed her hairout of her face. We both just sat there."Lexi-" I started but she quickly interupted me."Can I. I could have stopped it. But I didn't. I couldn't; I couldn't warn anyone, I couldn't change history by that magnitude. Who would have believed me anyway? I hadn't even told my own family. I'd just have to suffer in silence. I cried myself to sleep that night.Two weeks later, I came down the stairs in my best dress, and low heeled shoes. I didn't want to overpower Todd. He stood in the living room, a corsage in hand, dressed in tan slacks, and a blue blazer. He looked really good. Mom helped. He was 42 years old, blond hair and blue eyes. He was prefect! I never got turned on by young guys, I have always had a thing for older men. We started chatting and I told him I was a virgin wanting to have sex. He was really into that. For a week we emailed back and forth we decided to meet. He lived 2 hours away and was willing to come to me and rent a hotel room. We decided to meet in at a coffee shop. It was Good Friday and my mom was working so I was able to go out without her knowing. I. Ayebhabey 15 minute chodar por Deepak Amenar podher futoy tar maal out korlo ar tar bara ber kore Amenar borkha diye puche nilo. Jemneyi Deepak tar shona ber korlo, theek tokhoni Amena both both kore haagte laglo. Guuer leda matite porteyi puth puth kore shobdo hote laglo. Deepak tar haath diye putki aro faak kore dhore bollo Deepak-“Hago Amena, mon khule hago. Darao ektu tomar podhe peshab kore nei.” Deepak tar bara Amenar podher futoyer dike aim korle peshab kora shuru korlo. Prai adha glass.