She did it between strokes as if she couldn't get enough."You're a very good cocksucker, Tricia," I said softly as I stroked her hair. "You don't mind...if I call you Tricia when we're fucking, do you?" Call me Tricia any time," she said, smiling up at me."Get on your hands and knees, Tricia. I want you doggy style." You know what you're doing. What's this B.S. about me being your first?" Probably the same B.S. as when you said you didn't want to fuck," I answered.Between her legs, I pulled her. “I uh. . . Goodnight, Josh.”The next three hours were the longest of my life. I was too embarrassed to go back out to the living room and Lori was too embarrassed to say anything to me. It was just silence in the house.Finally, my parents came home and I was fully prepared for my life to be over.“So, how was your night?” asked my mother.“Your son is a total sexual degenerate and you should have him institutionalized. . .” were the words I was expecting to come out of her mouth. Instead, I. I've been away for two days and I want a kiss." Kiss me and get it over with then. I'm tired and want to go to bed." Damnit Jane, give me a hint at least. I love you and want to get this straightened out." You think you can go off and sleep with a beautiful sexy young woman and I'm not going to get mad?" Stop right there. What gave you the idea I was sleeping with Cecile?" She said you had adjoining rooms with interconnecting doors." Yes we did. Jane, just to put things into perspective. Do you. Iam getting close to completing my research and have got more than halfway through my write up. The messages that I am getting are that it islooking good and, if I don't cock up, there is funding for me to go onand do a doctorate at Exeter.I think the function of this Journal has been fulfilled. I am a happybunny now. All the traumas are passed and I am in a good place. I willhave one more session with the lab, but I think that they have had enoughof me, now. The research profile that they have.