My thoughts switched from Eds tardiness to Moseby again. I was determined to just enjoy Moseby. I promised myself that I would not run a background ch...ck on her. With some difficulty I ignored Lucas sitting at the computer. He looked as though he was dying to run her. Maybe I was wrong, maybe she was what she appeared to be. Maybe I really could find someone who was beautiful and who loved me. Sure it wouldn’t be the first attractive person to love me, but she would be the first in a long time.. ’ She said, ‘Let’s go take care of Tom.’ Shawn restarted the car. They drove on into the night. As a last gestured Shawn offered, ‘I guess breakfast on the road is out.’ Susan answered, ‘Very astute Einstein. You have a firm grasp of the obvious.’ He grinned. It was a kind of self conscious grin, born of insecurity. Insecurity about himself, what he had to do, what he wanted to do, what he wanted her to do, and what he was afraid she would actually do. He put his arm around her as they drove. "Where do you want me?"Melanie looked around. There were some chairs in the room, as well as a large, plush loveseat in the center of the room facing the TV. She motioned to it and he quickly went over and sat down. She followed him, her legs already feeling wobbly as her head spinned. She walked over in front of him, their eyes locking. She slowly knelt down in front of him, her eyes going to the obvious bulge now tenting in his pants. She giggled a little, as did he nervously.She fished in. We had a massive argument and went to stay with his parents. I haven't seen him in a couple of days and he won't answer his phone.”“I really don't see why he's being such an asshole.”“No, I don't either, but it's kind of good really” she said with a smile “because now we can do some things I wish we did years ago.”“Are you saying what I think you're saying?”“Yes, you have no idea how close we came to having sex. Remember that time when you were playing with me in the kitchen at my parents place.