I didn't know how prudish he really was until after we were married. My day in the sun with Jessy had opened my eyes to many things. I had never known...such sexual abandonment before, a time when I felt totally free to say and do whatever I wanted sexually. Jessy's uninhibited love making, his desire to only please me in every way, released something within me and I knew that I could never go back to being the girl I had been. I realized that afternoon that even though I loved Frank with all my. "Lana still looked very worried and Dr. Lewis said, "Ana's probably right Lana, Rita has been studying a book I lent her, a book written by Joyce by the way, that shows what is and is not safe to do."On being reminded of Dr. Joyce Livingston, Lana had to smile, but she then said strongly, "Well I definitely have to put Maria's membership application on hold, though." I think she expects and accepts that," Ana said. Turning to Patty she said, "You're very quiet; what are you thinking of?"Hugging. "What's going to happen tonight, girls, is that we're going to initiate another new girl into our group's membership and she'll have the option of deciding whether she wishes to continue on after tonight. OK?? The girl we've decided to invite tonight is Penelope, or as you all know her, Penny. All I can tell you is follow the lead that I and my friend Beth give you and just have fun. I think you're gonna really have a hot wet time tonight and I'm sure Penny is going to have an experience like. ‘You’re just jealous because you don’t have a man to get you all wet before lessons.’ Paula took his rude remark in stride. ‘Well, yeah, there is that.’ Sandy met me with an embarrassed smile. We made smalltalk and went to the floor with the couples. The instructor began with his ‘wet dishrag’ speech. It didn’t seem as funny the second time around. The first two weeks some of Sandy’s friends from work came for lessons. She liked the easy social atmosphere. We clustered together in a group.