I'm not sure why I keep writing all of this, I guess maybe it's a fewmoments of connection to my old maleness that I really crave. This isthe only pla...e anyone would "buy" my true guyness at the moment.I went to bed naked last night and DID NOT masturbate. I saw this as asuccessful experiment, I had some control still. This body is sowickedly soft and cozy on silk sheets, I slept like a baby.I tried a little experiment today. All day I kind of let myself go, I"pranced" around the house and used. " "I guess." You're young and handsome. I bet there are hundreds of girls out there for you." "Is that what you did?" "Oh yeah, as soon as I broke up with a guy in college, I'd be dating another guy within the week." Tyler shrugged. "Heck, if I were young enough, I'd date you!" she laughed. "Besides, I bet it's just the sex you miss." This last part surprised him. "I was young once. I know what it was like." she smiled. "You're still young. Look at you, still doing exercises. You're more active. It would easily kill me,and scores of people on the crowded street we were on. Then, as he wasblowing up, Kayli jumped in front of me, and took the brunt of theblast. But, due to her power, she didn't get too hurt, but absorbed theforce. I knew this would probably be beyond her limit, but didn't knowwhat to do. He had reformed, and was ready to explode again. He said,"Let's see what an all out blast will do." As he went gaseous inpreparation to explode, she jumped into the gas. I yelled. Every friction filled thrust pulled him closer to the ecstasy he knew she would give him.Kaylee clung to him; he could feel her hands on his back. He knew she was close as well for her whimperings had turned to moans and begging pleadings for more. Her eyes were tightly closed, her mouth open clinging to his when he kissed her.And then he heard her scream and his eyes flew open. He was alone in his bed. "Kaylee?" he said softly.Muffled running steps came from across the hall and then his door.