” I assured her. “Are you angry?”“No, John, I’m not angry at all. I’m just a little concerned,” Mom said. “I see you moping around tod...y and I worry that you might be missing Becky more than you’re missing Katie. I just want to be sure you don’t break a little girl’s heart. Or your own.”“I miss both of them today,” I admitted, “but I know Becky has to move on. At least my head knows. My heart is having a little difficulty.”“I think you’ll be fine,” Mom soothed, “but we need to do something to. As we lay there I noticed some movement in one of the offices across the street obviously someone had decided to work late that night.As we lay there Kenny began to get more "adventurous " running his hands over the front of my blouse and caressing my breats. I became increasingly aware of the feeling we were being watched from across the road. Normally im quite shy but on ths occassion i thought they dont know me so I let Kenny continue caressing my breasts. As his hand slid under my blouse I. We walked towards each other. We locked eyes. And we both instantly knew we wanted to fuck each other –right then and there. She stepped into me – put her hand on my cock and whispered in my right ear “C’mon. Let’s go get a Motel Room.” I WAS SPEECHLESS…but I followed her out of the alley towards the row of cheap, gaudy, Pink Motel Suites across the street. I couldn’t believe this was happening to me in my Senior Year of High-school. A Fantasy come true. There she was –an older woman. ‘I don’t mean any offense, I really don’t. You seem like a really nice girl and I don’t want to bring you down. But you’re wasting your time if you think you can help me. I’ve tried for years to get things right, and I just can’t. Nothing and no one can save me.’ Lydia put down the cup of water and smoothed out her skirt over her knees. She turned to me and began to stare. I glanced at her and she had a curious look on her face, as if she were trying to figure out a puzzle. ‘What?’ I said,.