I've been studying hard, maintaining my near perfect grade level, but I also know, the moment I start having to work a part-time job in order to try a...d make ends meet, my grades will no doubt slip a little, I'll be too damn tired to study. So ... the obvious solution is to move back home for a while, at least until things change again. At least living here, you don't have to worry about the rent, and obviously my expenses will diminish greatly as well."I was shocked, but proud and relieved to. Now the first thing you need to realize is that most people who try to kill themselves are suffering from depression first. That is, depression is the cause. There may be triggering events, but depression is usually a prerequisite. From what I can gather, she's suffered from moderate depression for about the last ten years.In this case, though, the triggering events are pretty severe, whereas I don't think the depression is. I think the decision was an act of desperation rather than being a. Thodi thand si lagne lagi thi. phir dekha — main ek bed pe leta hua tha mulayam tha..mere dono haath aur piadh bed ke chaaro pole se bandhi hui thi…neeche dekha toh sirf chadhi pehni hui thi. kuch samajh nhi aaya ki kahaan pe hun..phir aas pas dekha…saamene ka nazaara dekhte hi dimaage jhilmila utha..Dekha meri english madam ek adaam se chair pr baithi hui thi…unka huliya complete changed tha..baal khule huye.. ek dum khoon i tarah lal lipstick..ek white shirt ..niche ghutne se thooda upar lal. But it was speaking to me, like one odd-ball to another. And it perfectly matched my needs. So I said, “I can transfer the money to you in an hour. Can I move in now?”All three of my companions looked flabbergasted. The agent said, “Don’t you want to talk about the financing terms?” I said, “No – I’ll pay cash. But I want to sleep here tonight.” They continued to look at me like they expected me to say, “Just kidding - #hashtag/smileyface.”I tapped one of my Cayman accounts for the money. One.