The news cheered up the ladies, but the kits needed to stay with their mothers, so we brought a trio of the braver young males who could be trusted to...play together and set up a small run area in the recreation room for them to play in. Brittany promised to watch them and help any children who showed interest.The party proved to be a great success, and during it Terrence and I managed to get Linus alone for a long discussion. He was dreadfully afraid that Ruth or her friends might get through. It was worse because Nathan was responsible for this.But then the strangest thing happened. Despite everything, I felt myself becoming aroused. I was stepping back into my fantasy again. I was being used and abused and degraded. I was about to be gang raped again!I was getting incredibly turned on. I was thankful that they were so rough. They were so self involved that I was certain that they wouldn't notice. And I was glad. That would be too humiliating.I realized that I could enjoy this, not. However, rather than ease the arousal in me it left me feeling even hungrier for sex. What I did next had absolutely no sane reason behind it, from my small selection of lingerie I chose my sexiest basque, although it encased me in a slick satin material it was cut so that it hid none of my assets rather it highlighted them; a pair of stocking and my highest heels added to the ensemble. Next I applied make-up to my face then, dressed like the whore of Babylon, I went downstairs to get on with. “Out you go flower I will finish in here and bring the food out.” I go into the awning, Chrissie is radiant, that is the only way to describe her, I don’t like to think it but she looks more alive and beautiful than Jenny did when she came out of the van fully made up and in her green dress yesterday morning, the thought doesn’t diminish my love for Jenny, it just means that I can appreciate beauty when I meet it, I don’t think Jenny would mind. Chrissie and I small talk about the weather and.