So last last year, 2018, following a breakup with a girl I simply adored, I gave up on my love life, I began dabbling in my suppressed transsexual not...ons, I just knew I could be so sexy, for I didn't feel that way as a man. I think I just wanted to be somebody else. I went out and bought all the stuff and the pic of me in the red stockings was my first photo shoot. I put myself out there to test the waters and monitor feedback, and everybody wanted me. I could have had any guy I wanted, it. Uske baad wo kapdo k tub k paas aayi jaha gande kapde pade the aur unme mera ek ganda kachha bhi pada tha kallo ne use uthaya aur use sunghne lagi m ye dekhke hairan ho gaya aur khush bhi.M ye dekhke bahar khada hua muthi marne laga aur jaise ki m sighrapatan ka shikaar hu m bahut jldi gate pe hi jhad gaya aur mera sara maal gate pe ja laga. M tabhi waha se nikal gaya aur jab resham bahar nikli to usne dekha hoga ki mera maal pada h gate peWo fir rasoi m jaake khana banane lagi aur mjhse awaj. And after the movie we came out and she asked to hold her bag as she wanted to go to restroom. I told my friends to wait in the food court and will come with her.Once they left I went to guy’s restroom and opened her bag and checked and I saw one condom and some cream. I was sure she is having sex.I kept it like that and kept her phone in her bag side pocket and kept the pocket opened thinking tat I will flick it from her bag without her knowing. But luck was in other way. While we were coming. They made us a total family. We did everything together. It seemed that we had the perfect life. I do have to admit that I wondered about other men. I flirted a little, like most women do. I wasn't a nun, but I wasn't a slut either.I never cheated on Rob. That was until our daughters started high school and I went back to work in the office. Rob was working these long hours and we weren't doing much of anything together. After a while, I was getting bored with being home all the time and.