When I went back inside my own home I could hear him still going at it, that made me feel very inadequate.A few more days had passed when I heard a co...motion at my front door yet again and when I peered out through my spy-hole, she was back, but they were arguing, I think she had come back for her things.I decided to go out and confront them for all the noise and when I opened the front door, she just stared at me as I was behind him. When he saw she was looking over his shoulder he spun around. Something that had been hidden there stepped in before new Noel could react. That kind of challenge just could not be ignored."And what makes you think you can handle it?"Her eyes flashed."Big words from a young stud. I'll remind you about those, when you are begging for mercy."That was enough to keep 'Noel' out of sight. She wasn't a small girl, but I took hold of her and carried her to the kitchen table. As soon as she was sitting on the table I started kissing her. Her mouth, earlobes, neck. . and accept that he can love another woman, just as I can. I let go of my anxiety, insecurity, hypocrisy, etc. and embraced the idea that Jason is here with me, and with Lacey now, because he wants to be there with me ... and now, us. Everything that he has done, the patience, sweet surrender and submission, trust that he has shown me, and now us ... it has shown me that I was wrong to let jealousy and resentment affect me so much. I was wrong to be so paranoid. I have learned so much about. In the candlelight, my skin is rosy from the heat of the bath, lightly gilded along the planes and curves of my body with golden light. You breathe deeply, fighting for self-control, and lower your head, brushing your lips along the prominence of my pelvic bones. My head tilts back and my eyes fall closed, concentrating on every touch. You brush your lips tenderly against my abdomen, inhaling the scent of my flesh. Your lips brush against the contours of my mound and my thighs quiver in.