Long before they divorced, she learned to hate her body and think of herself as being ugly and repulsive. She also learned to hate sex and everything...to do with sex and couldn’t understand how others could enjoy it or even want it. When she saw the girls topless on the beach, she was repulsed by the sight and thought ill of us. That’s what prompted her comments earlier in the day when she saw us and she is now so sorry.I asked Pepper what she did or said to reach Margie. Pepper said that. " I played a hypothetical game with Tony Carlotta this morning. I askedhim who would a girl go to if she needed documents altered or forged?" After a little smoozing and promising something special next time wemeet he gave up the number of his forger." Wow that is fucking amazing!" Candi whooped."Hold your horses darling. This guy is dangerous and I'm not even surehe'll do it and it's gonna cost you. Cost you a lot! You must behaemorrhaging money on this thing?" I'll pay it! I'll find the. My lawyer says that I have the right to see him.’ ‘Then your lawyer can have a talk with our lawyer about it.’ Dani finally lost her temper. ‘I’m done talking to you, Julie. The next time you call my house, I’m filing harassment papers. You don’t give a shit about anyone but yourself. That was obvious when you screwed around on Ben while you were pregnant, and it was obvious when you dumped Sean on your parents so you could get drunk and get laid. You fucked up Ben’s life, and, if it kills me,. I wanted to speak, tosay a thousand things to her, but the only thing I could manage was, "Bea good girl." I couldn't actually tell if I'd really said the words,sadly.Charlie put her arms around me as I slipped away, her tears were thelast thing I ever felt against my skin.***Holly sat beside Charlie at the funeral. It depressed her to see thatthe girl wasn't crying, but a part of her understood that Charlieprobably had no more tears to shed. It had taken hours to get her awayfrom her father's.