The doctors assured Dirk that if the levels were kept low enoughhe would be fine and no more physical development would take place. Thehormones would ...ffect him more mentally than physically. Gone was thebitter self loathing Dirk and here was the beautiful Tiffany Rollins, aself-confident young lady. "Miss Benson, I have a Miss Rollins to see you," Brenda said into herphone."Would you show her in please, Brenda."Brenda escorted Tiffany into Melissa's office and closed the door as. As I got in from school I saw my neighbour John, for those of you who haven't read my first story John was my divorced neighbour, he was 52 years old, grey/black hair, 6ft built with a goatee. He was a handsome older guy who i had been having fun with for the past 4 months since our first amazing meeting. We had been seeing each other almost daily when I could sneak over to his for different reasons. He had began "tutoring" me in some school subjects which I managed to set up with the folks. He fiddles with it for a bit before coming back over to me and showing me thescreen. 'This is a program I've designed myself. It takes your pulse from this.'He puts a simple black choker around my neck, done up with a similar but moreornate and delicate locking mechanism then the belt. 'It measures your muscletension with this,' he said, locking a skin tight band around my abdomen, 'andit sends all that data to this.' He taps his palm top. 'This then uses thatinformation to control the output. I not lethargic but I can’t seem to gather enough energy to break past the barrier. I know it sounds weird, but it’s the only way I know to explain it. I’ll be off the old med in another day or two so we’ll see if that helps. I’m treating myself to a CBD day. I want some quiet in my head for once. I have to let the new medicine establish a baseline so after today no CBD for about 2 weeks. Then I plan to never be without again.It’s hard to start the rebooting process in my current situation. I.