As the door into the bathroom swung open and Lilly stepped inside the warm steam came wrapping around her like a duvet, her smile overtaking her again...as she took in the scene before her. The dark room felt like a lagoon as the rippling bathwater reflecting the flickering light from the scented candles sent randomised patterns to any and all surfaces it could find. The steam packing the small cosy room was illuminated eerily by the scented candles flickering brazenly upon the windowsill. The. " Oh no, don't you worry. I have the perfect solution at hand!" Glee don't you dare to..." but it was already happening, I could feelher picking and shifting the gears in my head."Relax, Nina, just let it happen... Done! How do you feel?"Again, I looked around, dazed, "Now why did you have to go and dothat?" This is your end of the deal! You need to feed me. Now do you likeit?"I looked at myself in the mirror, still wearing the cute dress I pickedup before. I felt myself easing up, after all. Her lips parting, it was bliss watching her try and deny that she wanted the same. “I will tell him…” The words were always left in that endless limbo of preparation and time. It was never going to be convenient, no matter how hard she tried to arrange it. My early promise not to force a decision from her had often come back to bite me in the ass, the pain of not having her all to myself becoming something of an odd comfort. Call me a masochist but I often enjoyed it. It made me the suffering. “It’s because I had an operation for my varicose veins. You can feel the scar here” she replied and lifted her leg up pointing to the back of her knee. My heart was pounding as I leant forwards and touched her scar through her tights. I held my hand there then ran my hand down her leg and over her knee and looked up at her to see how she would respond. She said nothing and lit a cigarette. I continued to stroke her leg and pulled her tights away from her skin. “They feel nice, but also very.