I met this local band in my late teens and loved their unusual and soulful music, I became their groupie. They may have thought it was four guys takin... the same girl, and that it was about their pleasure. But I was in charge every moment, seducing them, getting them to do what I wanted to do sexually, and thoroughly and genuinely enjoying all four of them—sometimes separately, sometimes all together, but always I made sure I was in charge and they gave me what I needed and wanted, nothing more,. I know..."She grabbed the TV remote and threw it at me. "GET THE FUCK OUT OF HERE!"And so it ended. That was that. I did what Jenny said. I had my lawyer draw up the papers and I signed them. I didn't do it because I was afraid of going to prison. I did it because, it was what I should have done in the first place. I should have taken care of her. I keep looking back at that one moment. That brief instant where it all went wrong. When I should have said 'no' to Jenny's indecent proposal.. ”“OK. First, I gotta pee.”She made a quick trip to the bathroom. Years later, I learned that as she peed, she quietly filled the bulb-douche with water and rinsed the contraceptive foam from her vagina. She knew it was her fertile time. She had wanted to get pregnant for the last few months, but knew I would object. She had fantasized about how we might have ‘an accident’ – had actually tried and failed to entice me into unprotected sex several times when I had had. “Not hungry mum?” Alice Gorman shook her head from side to side… her appetite for food not what it was a minute ago… but she could not avoid the sly glance at her daughter’s breasts… they were beautiful.“Ok… if you are not doing anything … do you mind giving me a blow job?”Susie gasped and her eyes shot towards her mother wondering how she would react to such a request.“Ross… not here… like this”Susie stared in amazement… that was not the response she was expecting. “But mum… it’s only fair….