You like a man to be in charge. All sex has an emotional aspect and humiliation is a very powerful emotion. You like humiliation and have probably lea...ned to associate belittling treatment with the sex you are attracted to. It is possible this could come from trauma, but it may more commonly come from the personalities they have encountered in early life. It may be perhaps that you were abused in your c***dhood by a relative. You were definitely mistreated and abused by your husband. This. We've had deep conversations about it, and unfortunately her urges are few a far between. Love requires sacrifice somewhere along the line, and this is ours. For someone with a high sex drive, and deviant mind, I've learnt to suppress my feelings and urges--but long for us to get that connection back.I need to stop looking.I HAVE to stop looking.I'm getting hypnotised, and this heading down a rabbit hole!The more I look, the more I like. Her body language telling me she's more than interested.. His skin was the color of butter pecan, eyes the same shade as Cognac, and a megawatt smile. He took my ‘getting busy’ hand and sniffed it. He then kissed my fingers and put them in his mouth one by one. “You taste good,” he whispered. “I want more.” I nodded slowly, surprised by his forward behavior. He spread my legs apart and stared at my panties, salivating. Peeling them down, he noticed my trimmed mound and took mental notes. Linebacker stared at my chestnut-colored skin, littered with. What was wrong with this bitch? She was fucking 40year old bald fat men for money!“Did you fuck her?” Cathy asked once I told her what happened. She was in the kitchen making dinner for us and I looked at her shocked.“Of course not! Why would I fuck her?” I asked her jumping down from the kitchen table. I hugged her frombehind and cupped her breasts.“Well if I were in your shoes…I would show that bitch who was the boss…saying you have a tiny dick ha!”Cathy said turning around to face. She.