...I can't believe we are even having this conversation." Jeanne, I am glad you trust me enough to tell me. I love you very much and this will not en...anger our marriage unless you let it. How are you feeling now?" I am still scared and a bit excited to know that you know." Do I know who he is?" Not now. I won't answer that just yet. Yes...I can't tell who it is right now." How long have you been having sex with him?" About 3 months."I was very aroused, my mind swarming with visions of being. My names Richard and my fuck buddy is Linzi.Obviously we liked each other and trusted each other but there were no emotional constraints, we didn’t have to worry about the practicalities of a full on relationship we were in it for one thing only sex, the more perverted the better. I would always go to visit her at her comfortable detached house in the countryside, we didn’t live far from each other, only a 15 minute drive, so sometimes we met mid week but mostly it was weekends. I would drive. Even dead upon a gilded altar,she was at least a sign that the gods existed, even if they had damnedhim. His heart seemed to be faltering...the beats slowing as they gaveout. He had this at least. In his last moments, he would steel this lasttrue vision of heavenly beauty from the grip of damnation. He would notnot heavenly comfort, or the love of another, but he could have this. Hewould have that...it was something at least.Tears fell down his pale face, the blood draining from it as his. I found I wasn't far behind, so catching up was pretty straightforward. I couldn't leave the office to check on a particular job or site, so that had to be looked after by others. However, it didn't present any problems and gave some of the other staff some experience. Dan Chung was the most likely person to be sent out since he was the most senior.My physiotherapy sessions were scheduled as late as possible in the afternoon, 3pm. Bud arranged for volunteers to drive me to the hospital instead.