"Josie scribbled furiously."Would Dr. Simmons be, like ... miffed, if I called her out of the blue?" I take it your friend would visit her private pra...tice?" Of course! Money is no issue here." Then I'm quite positive she'll appreciate your call. She's still rather young. Up and coming, you know. Give it a try. If she can't help you, call me again and I'll try to set you up with Dr. Bauer." Thank you, Dr. Solomon. I truly appreciate your help." Never mind. My brother says you're a friend, and. Her thoughts would then drift to her earlier boyfriends, her house servant (who nearly fucked her) her father in law, Sushil, her driver and even the maid servant. Aasha’s rampant libido had her fantasizing and rubbing herself almost constantly. Sex was so much on her mind that she began to be attracted to women as well as men and felt randy looking at sexy women in magazines or in real life.One of her favorite jerk-off fantasies was about her house servant Raju. Employed in her parents’ house,. Slowly, ever so slowly our lust and passion abated, until finally spent, I collapsed onto the bed next to her.We lay there on the bed holding each other close. Quietly whispering of our love. Lightly kissing and fondling and eventually falling asleep in each other's arms.When I awoke in the morning I just stared into the dark and listened to the deep even breaths of this beautiful woman sleeping in my arms.I had no feelings of guilt or regret, just joy in finding a woman who I loved and who. I'd also by that time decided that I didn'thave anything more to lose and I thought maybe my life would pick upafter the final sex change surgery was completed." So what about that gender change surgery?" she asked vaguely."What about it?" I asked."Did it help you and how do you feel about it now after all this time?" Well at the time it was probably the most emotional thing I'd ever hadto go through. In the weeks leading up to it I just tried to feel it wasthe right thing to do. However I knew.