Why? b'cuz I feel so guilty about it and wanted to get off my chest. The worst part is that part of me enjoyed the experience. So y'all ladies who rea... this plz tells me I'm not alone.That is all said and done let's move on to my confession.My name is Lisa, but everyone just calls me Lizzy, I just turned 21 a week ago. My mom and dad are your strict, typical Hmong parents, who want me to get a good education, find a good wealthy man to marry.Even though they are strict, they don't mind what. I told her at least all her goodies were covered this evening."Oh, don't worry," she said. "I have on nice underwear, just in case."Beth looked around."Your apartment is clean," she remarked. "Are you expecting some company this evening? Maybe later when a concert ends?"I told her I was expecting company, but more like any minute."Do you have a date tonight, too?" she teased.I told her it wasn't a date. A friend's sister was visiting for some help with homework and to use my computer."You're. Liz is smart and sweet. Mom has not let her date and is old fashioned big time. I hate that creepy voodoo stuff and never thought it would ever do anything for anyone. I was wrong!Since Liz turned 15 she has had a number of small illnesses. After seeing her Doctor time after time mom took her to the Santaroís and they prayed and prayed over her. I figured it was a con as mom had to pay for these pray sessions. I watched as they blew cigar smoke and poured rum around Liz and even. You just brought out the monster I had within me." I love you so much," Ryan said in a serious tone."I love you too. Yikes! I better go, don't want to be late for class." Alright then. I'll pick you up after school then."She touched his face and got out the car. "See you then."Ryan watched his sister until she was finally inside the building. He watched her little body sashay so sexy as she walked."Damn, I'm one lucky bastard," he said to himself."Hey! Where have you been? I've been trying to.