I couldpretend, at least to some extent, that the rest of my body belonged tosomeone else, despite the sensations protesting otherwise. But the waythe...face in the water reflected my every thought and feeling, filteredthrough the dull gaze of a stupefied she-troll, was uniquely disturbing.Long strings of oily green-black hair fell from the top of my small,flattened, recessed skull to flow down a sloping forehead, and sproutedfrom my neck to drape my slouching back. My eyes were yellow,. . Just not feeling good, I don't know what, but I'm not up to sex right now." For the tenth time in the last month, Rebecca turned me down when I snuggled up to her. We hadn't discussed her lack of sex drive, beyond the fact that she didn't have one, and attempts to talk about it led nowhere.Rebecca started to feel less interested in her life shortly after Millicent was born. For a long time I suspected it was jealousy after her insisting we include Winnie in our bed, but apparently that was. "A guard here is no longer necessary, and you should be present with the others at this briefing." Sir, Maj. Miller—" Maj. Miller is in sick bay, and a very long recuperative period lies ahead of him," said Shaw. "He's no longer in command, that's the purpose of this session. Please do as Col. Igwanda says."She preceded them in. As Igwanda entered Zo called them to attention; the colonel walked with Shaw to the center of their grouping and stood there for a moment, looking at them without. My body, my lower chest had a golden light, it reached out through my breath. It went up in smoke, together with my sanity. The pathos.I forgot there was sound around us. Then the couch creaked when you climbed on top of me to eat my lips, my tongue and my soul. I understood that you were hungry – fasting makes for feasting. It’s always been there since day one. Did see that. The air had been thick sometimes. You wanted me inside of you, slowly rubbed your crotch on me, but we stopped. We did.