"God Mikey I would haveloved to see that. Please don't cut me out of the fun stuff. We couldhave come along and cheered you as well." Lauren you know ...ou don't need an invitation." What about those shots at the pub? What was that about?"I laughed some more. "Well that was Siobhan's idea to show that we are adown to earth company and that we are just ordinary people."She was upset. "See what I mean , I would have loved to be with youthere and be part of that. You and Siobhan seem to be getting. “That’s a hell of a question to ask at this point,” she said. “Does it even matter what I say? It won’t change anything.”“I suppose not, but I am trying to make a point. I don’t think you would accept what my life is going to be like.”“Did you ever ask? Did you give me a chance? No! When I made the mistake with Kara you wrote me off! It didn’t matter what I wanted. It didn’t matter how sorry I was. It didn’t matter how I felt! All you cared about was Kara and your own damned standards!”Tears. However, the biological needs took over my patience, and it made me look outside.I learned from my bachelor colleagues about dating apps and gave it a try. I have created a profile without a picture on OkCupid just to try my luck and meet a sailing person on the same boat as I am. I have had several matches on the app in the first few days, but none have replied or showed much interest. After a few days have passed and I saw a message from an Irish lady. Her name is Jen. We connected over chat. They began kissing, and licking each others nipples too. I had no idea what was going on exactly, but I wasn't complaining. I had no idea if everyone just decided to go lesbian all of the sudden or what, it was kinky. I guess the dildo just had that effect on them."Come on, Ellie, shove it in there so deep, that you can't get it out," my friend Rose let out.I took that under advisement and stuck it in as deep as I could. It was still no easy task, considering the dildo was huge. My pussy had.