I saw a slight movement and stood back up, giving it all my attention.It was a woman, she was lying on a blanket up near what I assumed was her house....My eyes bulged as I realized she was buck naked, and by the positioning of her hands and the movements of her body, she was having a lot of fun all by herself.In the bright moonlight I could see her hands sliding over her naked flesh, she kneaded her quite large breasts and pulled her nipples, bringing one to her mouth I could see her tongue dart. When I came home I told my doctor and he had me go see a psychiatrist. Iwas in single and group therapy for two years. The depression seemed toease a little. My one regret now is that I never mentioned by genderissues with him. Maybe I could have started transitioning earlier.Around this time, I prayed to God every night to make me a girl so thatI could be happy.Around my teen years I liked to sneak into my mother's closet and wearher shoes and costume jewelry. I would imagine that I was. “Brad, I’m certain this won’t be our first and only fuck, so will you give it to me straight.”He didn’t say a word but kissed his way up her slender body, sucking on each nipple then settling between her legs. Her lips met his as her hand guided his cock home. Sandra’s pussy was so wet, it seemed to inhale his cock.“You’ve proven you know how to be gentle with Jessica, I don’t want gentle.”She bent her left leg at the knee, locking her lover in place. Brad began a pace quicker than normal. She. Slowly and automatically my hand moved inside her panty and started to rub her wet pussy. Her pussy was very wet .She was moaning but her jeans giving problem to me. She realized that and unhooked her pant and removes her jeans n panty of white color in one go. I also removed my jeans and but not the boxer. She placed her hand over my boxer and started to play with my penis over my boxer I could not control n shoots.It was very embarrassing. I was thinking about all ads on walls of toilet in.