He too, rubbed our fluids into his chest, we then finished showering. After breakfast, I went into the bathroom and started to use our douche, Liz wa...ked in, watching me get my butt ready for some more anal fun, she had never used one like ours, so I let her try it after I was finished, she loved the way the water pressure and warmth felt in her butt, and soon was ready for the days anal fun, Grant was next and then we headed of to the beach, getting there just before lunch. Liz was shocked to. I stared into the only mirror left unbroken in our 'cozy' home, and gave myself a once over. Before my first little 'accident' with the pills, all I had ever liked about myself were my lovely green eyes. They shone in the same way Teacups yellow ones did, and were quite fetching if I do say so myself. Apart from that my short black hair was unkempt and frizzy, and the corners of my eyes had crows feet. My skin was sallow, and I was begining to show signs of age from the sad and lonely way I had. Fuck. I wanted to pull out my fucking hair and scream, I wanted to pound my fists on the ground and throw a tantrum. Fuck! I couldn't take it anymore. Two years had gone by since we met online. Two years of him knowing me only by my screenname. He even called my Jfoxy over the phone. He didn't even know my name. Two fucking years of me disguising my voice and carrying two phones. Two God damned years of unrelenting sexual needs and desires that I couldn't sate. My fingers and imagination. Sorry, I didn’t know anyone was here”, I finally was able to croak out.Still softly laughing, she turned back to me and stared in my eyes, her blue eyes searched my face and she became serious.“You really shouldn’t be playing with that,” pointing now to my cock, “good boys don’t do that and men have women do it for them.”“I… uhh” I stammered.She then smiled, “Which are you?”“I… I am Jason.” I said trying to change the subject, “I come here to practice for the swim team, I swim the butterfly.” I.