Once my cock is hard the professor tells me that he wants to taste my cock. He has never tasted another man’s cock before. He leans over and puts ...he head of my cock in his mouth. His lips close around the shaft just under the head. The professor sucks a few times and lets out a yum sound. I look down and find myself amazed that a man more than twice my age has my cock in his mouth. I feel his tongue gently touch the tip of my cock for a brief second before it moves off. His tongue. My wrists are secured now and theymove away. The chain is attached running up the front of each wrist cuff. I grasp thecold links pulling them hard against my palms. The chain supports my upperbody's weight. It becomes another bit of cold reality. This too is comforting.I adjust my footing as much as my binding allows. I am keenly aware that mytorso and hips rock seductively as I sway bent forward before my audience. There will be only forty lashes; I've handled that before. The club has. “What would she say, and do, if she caught you?”You start to develop dark imagery of being caught, exposed and humiliated. They fill you with intense fear but, through constant association with the sensual and emotional girlie pleasures you’re immersed in, and the erotic ecstasy of pleasuring yourself and slowly bring yourself to climax, they conflate into a kind of dark fantasy which arouses you. After you’ve climaxed, with the erotic arousal spent, you suddenly see yourself not as the girl. .. wait.” Emily said eventually, laughing at one of Kiki’s anecdotes. “Why are you learning all about Japan now? Isn’t that exactly what they want you to do?”“I think they’d rather be able to keep making fun of me in perpetuity actually, but it’s not about what they want.” Kiki finished her own glass of wine and refilled both glasses.“I ... still don’t get it.” Emily admitted.“A part of the joke is that they feel sorry for me.” Kiki hadn’t really articulated this part of her thinking before..