”“Yes, I’m sure it is,” he repeated.What I got from that was that he hadn’t been living in the park long. He probably wasn’t aware yet how...rough the life could be in the park at night in the winter. He was a lovely boy. It bothered me greatly that he’d be out there in the cold when I’d be just a few blocks away, warm in my quite large flat. I not only had two bedrooms and a nice, cozy study, but there was a servant’s room off the kitchen, with a full bath, that I wasn’t using.I had so much and. Denise, I love you so much, with all my being. I think of you all the time and only want to be with you,” I said, as I stared into her eyes which were now glowing with unshed tears.“Darling, let’s break the rule now and touch. Please hold me,” she breathed into my face.We embraced each other and she murmured into my ear that she loved me also and we kissed passionately. The she shook herself.“You didn’t finish your pose, you know. You need to do it some more and ... um ... well...” she trailed. I would play my guitar all night to drown everything out. I’d play a song until I had completely memorized it, then I’d just learn another. It was easier to ignore the pain in my fingers than my sister’s coughs. She was five years old when she died, but I still heard her voice, and I kept playing to try and drown it out. As I got older, it got harder and harder, so I started taking drugs. My life after that is one giant blur.”“Hmmm.”There were several silent moments, then Daniel turned to him.. They were covered in red stripes and purple to black welts. Jane saw what Lisa saw and said "That's from yesterday. Bamboo cane and flogger." Damn. What have you two not done with her?" To be honest, most of it was her own request. She said that if she was going to dish this shit out on other girls, she wanted the experience of knowing what certain stuff felt like. So she requested a full body caning as well as the tit play. We also flogged her chest with the cutter. She said she'd already.