I took half of the money and closed out all of the credit cards. Hell, I was unemployed and was sure that I couldn’t even depend upon you for a plac... to live.“I stopped by the house and grabbed my stuff. I drove off and found a cheap motel. Then I went to dinner. I don’t remember the evening that well. I was kind of numb.”Janet said, “Let me guess, you had a steak dinner.”“Yes.”“You’re the only person I’ve ever met whose ‘comfort food’ is a Porterhouse Steak.”“What can I say?” Dexter said.Janet. "Mmmmm, that's nice," she said between kisses, presumably complimenting the taste of Ian's essence. The subtle, salty flavor still fresh on my lips, I greedily jockeyed for a mouthful, and began bobbing on his slick knob akin to Katie's loving technique. "That's right, just like that," she moaned, cheering me on. "It's nice, isn't it?" she added while admiring my novel predicament, extolling the virtues of cock-sucking as she reeled at my newly discovered talent. "Not too much though, we don't. And when I take away a thing, that’s theft.’ ‘Jesus, just shoot me and get it over with… I don’t want to live anyway.’ ‘Can’t just kill you Jonny, Sweet Peter might take pity on you at the Pearlies,’ she chambered a round, unflicked the safety, and removed the clip. It left just one bullet in the live gun. It would suffice. ‘You’re going to kill yourself and I’m going to help. You’re doing it with a bottle anyway. I’m just here to speed things up. Plus, I know you’re Catholic like me. Ex-altar. "Not one but two islanders rushed to do exactly that and the cheering dried up, men's faces becoming solemn and determined once more."You fool, what did you think you were doing?" I heard behind me, and suddenly Kirsty was all over me, trying to pummel me with her little fists. "You could have been killed! Oh Scott!"I hugged her to me and all the fight left her."And what of you my love, you are supposed to be in hiding but I thank god for your timely reminder."Keeping my arm round her I walked.