I have for the past 5 years prayed this day would come. Its finally dinner time which was made by the godmoms and moms just as breakfast was. Momma Ve...na knew Karens favorite food after all the dinners she has cooked while she was growing up into a beautiful young girl. Dinner was different as to Karen and Lindsey wanted to sit in their daddys lap. It was a big feast in which my brothers, father, godfathers, and the boys had seconds. Our daughters were cute as they started feeding their daddy. I put it down to all the excitement. The last of guests departed over the next half hour or so and I set about cleaning up a bit. Lisa joined me in the kitchen. “Fond memories, hey?” she quipped. I smiled and slapped her butt, something she enjoyed. Sally came in shortly after looking tired. “Well that’s the last of them gone,” she said, “I need a beer!” “I’ll have one too, Lisa?” I asked. “Count me in!”. Sally returned with three opened beers. “Cheers,” I offered and we clinked bottle-necks.. It was one of the times all I could think about was, ‘oh god…I wish I could get knocked-up to this guy!’ I really did wish that I could; god, did I want that.He wasn’t rich but Jack was very well fixed; I tried to work even harder at being everything that I wanted to be. I let go of a lot and worked at what Jack wanted me to be…all his. I worked even harder at the one thing that I wasn’t…female…I wanted to look good for him whenever we went out. In my way, I wanted him to be proud of me, I was. "Would you want me to have a Black guy?" I thought for a moment. "I'm not sure. I had a real rush oiling you up in public. I was very proud of your poise and how beautiful you are (she sniffed in rejection of the compliment). As to being with another guy, I don't know. Probably not. Maybe. I guess if you wanted to as long as it didn't change our relationship. As an adventure. Here. But I'm not aching for it to happen." This put the question back on her and I could see she wasn't happy with the.