Self-awareness I'm experiencing. Like, I am an entity, a whole, stand-alone person. I used to think of Ethan as a piece of me. An extension of self th...t I needed; but now I think I felt that way because it wasn't Ok for me to want things. Like, I only ever deserved what I needed. Not anymore. Almost overnight I feel -- quite comfortably -- that it's totally fine for me to want things. And absolutly to be expected that I should get what I want.Speaking of things I want; Hayden (god his name is. I start like kissing, smooching, milking her breast but before i could start about intercourse she stops it(may be too hot to handle). I decided to give her a nice fuck. But where was the big question. So i planned it at one of my office in main area of Chennai.(of course am a business man, but still worked outside to learn). I called her on Sunday morning by 10, so that we can discuss about new proposal with my father and brother presence(i lied about them coming)As planned she came in chudi. " Oh, they definitely are," his Clan Queen responded. "But, like I already told you, I had to threaten Adriana to get them to come at all."Jeff was shaking his head. "I thought we had that all ironed out." Yeah, me too," she responded. When Jeff raised an eyebrow, she continued with, "Don't look at me like that. I think they agreed just to get us off their backs, but when I complained that they hadn't gone to the furniture store to choose, Adriana started trying to back out." Dammit, Di, I told. ‘What do you do in Chattanooga?’ ‘I own a few restaurants and a kitchen supply company.’ ‘Wow. So how can you manage to get away for a week?’ ‘I’ve very good managers. They’d like for me to get away more often, I think.’ We both chuckled. Pam asked, ‘Are you married?’ ‘I was. She died two years ago.’ ‘Oh no. Was it an accident?’ ‘Breast cancer.’ ‘That’s a bummer. How old was she?’ ‘She was 29. We were born within a few days of each other and always celebrated our birthdays by coming.