Lois helped me see myself as woman who was recovering from losing my life mate, instead of a nasty girl that slept with her brother.“I needed to fee... normal again. Lois helped me see me as me, and not a pervert who was paying for her sins... “I guess that’s why I feel so positive about our relationship. You fill the need inside me just as much, but very differently than Nolan. When I look into your eyes as you struggle to hold back while I tip over the edge, I see the same devotion that I saw. The cure seemed to work for several hours, and we could get work done between treatments in the tub. She made packing boxes a little more enjoyable.Our cars were parked in the drive and on the street to make room for boxes in the garage. Each box was labeled with what room it would be moved to in the new house. The boys were thrilled that they were separating their personal things from each other to move into their own rooms. Jack and Lexi helped pack their room.By Friday the thirtieth, we were. Once she was naked, I span her round, left hand now on her throat. She was weeping a little, tears streaming down her face. I clicked the knife away. I might use it later. I span my weight around, throwing her bodily onto her bed. Now she lay across it, hands still tightly cuffed behind her. I smiled under the mask. Her wet slit was right at the height for me to rub it gently. She squirmed and fought at the contact. I climbed on the bed and straddled her. With one hand on her neck I could still. ”“Yes,” I told her. “You do want. You want to relax and obey, your body and mind open and willing for me. Just waiting to be told what to do...”“Relax and obey...” she whispered, but then she shook her head slightly and blinked. “No. I don’t. I won’t.”I was impressed. Allison was strong-willed. Either that or her deriding anger and contempt for me were like high-octane fuel for her resistance. But I knew what I wanted, and I knew it was only a matter of time before I got it. Still, maybe other.