Here stands in front of me this drop dead gorgeous 6' 2" male friend of mine. My eyes start roving down to his cock. It is so beautiful and it is so h...rd and thick. Then I feel his hands on the straps of my teddie lowering them down to expose my breasts. Now his hands are all over them rubbing them and squeezing my nipples to get them hard. My teddie has now fallen to the floor. He turns the water on in the shower and we both step in. The water is spraying on the both of us and he takes my. That's my job, to take care of her.And that's pretty much all I do. I still read a little and keep up withsome of my old interests. This pleases Lyla, keeping my mind active, myintellect sharp. But mainly, I serve her. I serve her by meeting here atthe door with parted lips, downcast eyes, a shy smile, and a cold beveragein hand. I serve her by sweeping the floors daily in heels and a dress. Iserve her by preparing the checks for her to sign, balancing the checkbook,keeping the finances in. Looking around, Lisa spotted what looked like a ladder on a tree then looked up to see a large tree house.Being careful not to fall and hurt her unborn puppies, the pregnant 14-year-old climbed the ladder to the tree house. It was old and dusty but there was an old bed and a stand to put a flashlight and a place to put the basket.There was some writing on the wall, but it was covered with dust. Brushing it away with her hand it said "CAROLYN WAS HERE"."My mom! I bet she had her puppies here.... What happened? That's When I Told Myself , I wasn’t masturbating for 30 days ....Below are daily field notes and a difficulty scale, documenting what happened to my body and mind when it was deprived of its singular evolutionary purpose.Not Masturbating Difficulty Scale (0-10)0 - mastur-what?1 - oh, masturbation2 -i guess that could be fun3 - sounds really cool, but i’m busy4 - man, must be nice to be able to masturbate5 - i would really rather not be not masturbating6 - i’m a fuc*ing idiot7 -.