‘Your father, Steven, and I were engaged before he left to fight with the First Virginia Cavalry. He didn’t want to marry me until he came back fr...m that damn war. It wasn’t until he had been gone for a couple of months that I knew we were going to have you joining us. Jeremiah, he never came back, he was killed in the last battle of the war at a place called Appomattox Courthouse.’ ‘Where’s that?’ ‘It’s in Virginia,’ Emily answered. ‘We live in Texas. Why would Pa go to Virginia to fight in. "Terry," I started. "You know, the thing is, you're just sure you'rechanging, but I can't see any changes. And now I have a boyfriend in mylife instead of a girlfriend but I don't think of myself as gay. I mean,I guess if I was gay for you, then that would be OK, but I'm having ahard time making love to your body and always waiting for you to be agirl because I like the boy, too.I'm stuck in this in-between place, where I don't know what you are, andI don't know what I am. If you want to suck. I know that because she squirted as she made it. "Fuck mister studley. It's been a while since any man did that to me. I hope you're up for an encore because I sure as shit am," she said. She got me up for the encore. It took a while but she did. Unfortunately, I didn't quite have the wherewithal to achieve my earlier success. "Well, we learned a couple of things tonight didn't we," she said. "Huh?" I said. "Yes, you can do it for me, for a woman; but you do have limitations. Not a deal. The frigging mechanic was a broad with coveralls that showed off her prime grade A buttocks just standing and when she bent over to use a tool her heart-shaped behind confirmed she was a mechanic that wasn’t wearing any undies under her coveralls. Apparently, she was the daughter of the owner of the shop. He was in a wheel chair so I guess she was tagged with carrying on the business.The girl’s name was George and I smiled because she was the prettiest George I had ever seen.She beckoned me.